What happened (my journey into the darkside)?

you dont have to reveal yourself until your ready.. and your attraction to guys is normal. The interesting thing about you is that you have actually experience both es and like them both so technically that makes you , but is good that you see what you want and you go for it, most people hide it and live in denial, and when they come to terms with who they really are its too late.. i respect you gay/curious/bi watever you choose... so, welcome to the club